I have learned a name for something i have always believed in. And that i am not alone in thinkin it.

Its funny that most of my life i have had thoughts that didnt meld with those around me. I have hidden my thoughts from everyone because it did not seem that they would be accepted. But as it turns out as i get out into the world more and leave my hometown and family behind that the world is not as deserted as it seems. I learned that there is a thing called trans-humanist. its the idea to use all techonology to improve your life, longevity, and quality of life.
But i guess i am one of the more hardcore people in it. I am more than willing to one day download my mind into a mechanical shell. For now i am would love to replace my organs and limbs with mechanical ones. If they were available i would also use additions to my brain so i can perform more functions that i can now. Such as an extra arm that is controlled by my will and not by physical means. Imagine the things one could do. I could work a lot faster. create so much more. Perhaps i could break my writers block. or whatever it is. i havent written anything good in months, years it seems.

Anyway it seems there are people out there who agree with my idea that our biological bodies are too limited, too many drawbacks. However i have one idea that goes against a lot of theirs. I would like to keep my emotions. I just feel that i would want to keep them. cant explain it but i guess i would still like a romantic life outside of my work and such.